Love or Lust.

 I was caught in between trying to call him or not.

My Mentor once told me that Lust feels stronger than Love.

And here I am wondering if I truly love him or not.

No, I don't love him because everything I feel for him is not Godly.

I called him.

"Hello." I spoke over the phone.

"Hey, Wonderful."

He replied.

"Um... I just wanted to call you now, I've missed you." He continued.

"Really?". I asked as my eyes widened.

"Obviously, I couldn't stop thinking about you since we met earlier today."

He said.

"Okay..." I said.

I was still uncertain about what I wanted with this guy.

The Holy spirit clearly told me that he isn't God's will for me.

"STAY AWAY FROM HIM, WONDERFUL." The Holy spirit had said.

"Hello, Wonderful. Are you there?"

"Oh sorry, I forgot you were still on the phone."

"I want to see you, please."

That statement was enough to bring back all the Ungodly thoughts I had with him before I gave my life to Christ.

Goosebumps filled my flesh.

"Oh, okay..." I replied fidgeting.

"Our Usual spot then, can't wait to see you."

With that the call ended.

I rushed to the bathroom to freshen up.

"DON'T GO WONDERFUL. YOU DON'T HAVE TO WALK IN THE FLESH."

"Holy spirit, it's just this once. I promise."

What would happen next, I thought as I strolled to our "Usual spot" late in the night.

© Wonderful Writes.